Tuesday, 29 July 2014

Met a psychiatrist today but I wonder why the voice inside my head/the other part of We said she wasn't a psychiatrist?

I do give in to the voice inside my head. Perhaps a little. Perhaps a lot. But sometimes I don't understand it. Nor it me I imagine.

- sent from a tablet

Saturday, 26 July 2014

Unholy

This word is in my head right now.

It feels like the description of my life but this makes little sense just now.

I don't know why I posted this.

- sent from a tablet

Thursday, 24 July 2014

Kill me

- sent from a tablet

Fwd: Living is torture

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---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: arj.name@googlemail.com
Date: 21 Jul 2014 21:39
Subject: Living is torture
To: "arj name. blogsend" <arj.name.blogsend@blogger.com>
Cc:

Kill me

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Tuesday, 22 July 2014

Kill me

Unending, unmitigated despair. Pain upon pain.

For some people this is all there is in like. These people usually find themselves in the care of the mental health systems but it offers no solutions. Practioners lack wisdom and the necessary skills to save these suffering souls. Some make it worse.

No one should be forced to live through this torture. Pain without end or respite is torture - the sort which basic humanity demands must stop.

This basic humanity is missing from the practitioners of this time. Their bland morality enforces more torture on the torture.

When will humanity shine bright? When will mental healthcare acknowledge its extensive failure, its inability to heal?

When assisted suicide is legalised. Till then, I spit on inhumanity. I hate you as I would hate any cunt who allows torture.

Kill me.

- sent from a tablet

Sunday, 20 July 2014

Spare a prayer...

...for the dying

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About Me

We It comes in part from an appreciation that no one can truly sign their own work. Everything is many influences coming together to the one moment where a work exists. The other is a begrudging acceptance that my work was never my own. There is another consciousness or non-corporeal entity that helps and harms me in everything I do. I am not I because of this force or entity. I am "we"