Showing posts with label paranoia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label paranoia. Show all posts

Sunday, 1 August 2010

Why did I smash my laptop

Paranoia or truth. I can not tell. Either someone was genuinely causing problems with my laptop like making the wireless disconnected unpredictably but with the intention of causing me discomfort and pain or through god/the other consciousness/non-corporeal entity that I fight with. The former is not so impossible but I can not discount the latter.

I also broke my 400mm lens in Friday and it was a similar cause. I think it was my own foolishness on that account. My camera and 70-200mm may also be broken in the self-destructive, self-harming drunken rampage that was triggered on Friday. It was all on a long walk from Holborn to East London.

I should have broken myself. I'm very close.

About Me

We It comes in part from an appreciation that no one can truly sign their own work. Everything is many influences coming together to the one moment where a work exists. The other is a begrudging acceptance that my work was never my own. There is another consciousness or non-corporeal entity that helps and harms me in everything I do. I am not I because of this force or entity. I am "we"