A bit of my consciousness

A theme from the voice or the other or entity within my stream of consciousness has been annoying me. It keeps putting across the message of genius. This is the short of shit which, had I not learned to control with a technique which can lead to depression, can lead to mania.

The other theme is amusing. It's something which is said in my stream of consciousness but I feel it within my internal reality rather than something I hear. It has a distinct and definable quality to the voice. It says schizophrenia often in a sort of bogeyman way. I laugh at it. I'm interested and intrigued by it. I know not whether to listen to it or not. It has an opinion.

This is a tiny bit about my experience of consciousness.