One problem with my state of consciousness is the problem with dealing with a wide range of possibilities which my mind can crreate. These interplay with my ego which affects my behaviour. Mood or choice can affect how I interpret things and what I interpret to be more likely.
I have little way to know for sure what is real. This is a mad world we live in. I can generate ideas quickly. I can thinking about a number of options. I have a wide range of knowledge of stuff with some areas where I know a bit more than the average person.
It can be hard for me to work with the consensus reality. I find I don't really know what it is. There are too many variables. It is why I suck at relationships too. I think it is why I need openness and honesty but this is hard for people.
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