Saturday, 13 November 2010

I am a hypocrite

The happiest moment this year has been finding out I can self terminate
peacefully. The Swiss assisted suicide clinic Dignitas helps people with
mental illnesses. Suicide is not always a mental illness though as
people who've studied it and lived it might explain better than I.

But I fight for life. People don't need to die seems to have become a
campaign slogan and a key message. I fight for other people's right to
live long and healthy lives while I destroy my own every day. I fight
against the misery that drives other people to suicide while I relish
the prospect of my own death.

I won't justify it. I'm just a hypocrite.

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