The post below is one way to express something which would sadden most people - to experience and hear someone else admit too

It's a way to elucidate one form of life path which leads someone to want to kill themselves. It's a life no one would want nor one many could survive.

I can recognise it and I feel calmly angered by it. But I recognise it as something real and worth leaving behind by killing myself. It's a healthy response to my present and previous circumstances. Giving up a losing battle is a sane response to the extensive misery.

My life has been scarred and marred. On so many levels. On so many days. At so many decisive moments. And so much of it wasn't by god. That's another pool of misery.

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