Friday, 29 July 2011

I'm still in love with the most beautiful girl in the world

I am a whimpering wreck when I think of her. I am jelly. It hurts. It
really hurts. With distance my heart has grown ever fonder. The sight of
a photo of her makes me wince.

This sucks but it is a pain I can handle a year after my heart was torn
from my body and pummelled when I was outed for loving her and commanded
not to. Like the mad fool that I am I obeyed and turned inward on
myself. I suffered alone for so many days and nights. And I still hurt
even as I write this. There are times when I feel low and I still cry
about it all.

But that is love...it really, really, really fucking sucks.

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