Sometimes. Lots of times, actually. Right now. I try to tell myself it's a moment in time. If I wait long enough, one will come where I regret that sentiment. It happens. Then the cycle continues. It's alright and then it's not. At least I know other people feel the same way.
We
It comes in part from an appreciation that no one can truly sign their own work. Everything is many influences coming together to the one moment where a work exists.
The other is a begrudging acceptance that my work was never my own. There is another consciousness or non-corporeal entity that helps and harms me in everything I do. I am not I because of this force or entity. I am "we"
Sometimes. Lots of times, actually. Right now. I try to tell myself it's a moment in time. If I wait long enough, one will come where I regret that sentiment. It happens. Then the cycle continues. It's alright and then it's not. At least I know other people feel the same way.
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