Friday, 29 October 2010

arsehole social anxiety, bad me paranoia or truth?

I have few social skills at the moment. I'm scared I'm offending people
when I don't mean to. I'm worried I'm bad company, a bad friend and a
boring person who people would rather not be around.

Mind's paranoia publication might consider I am experiencing bad me
paranoia. I wonder if it's a self-esteem problem related to the cyclical
low I'm going through. Or a form of anxiety not based in fact.

Or am I accurate? Am I at a stage in my cycle where I'm an arsehole? Is
my perception real or delusional?

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  1. Anonymous16 July 2011 at 08:23

    this post is so like something i would have written i had a sudden panic thinking i must have been writing a blog without being aware of it. the 'arsehole social anxiety' phrase even being the way i've described the way i feel most of the time.

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