An unusual positive in my suicidal journey

Finding out that I can die with dignity has made me feel a lot better.
It's eased a lot of my suicidal thoughts. I can die easily and
peacefully rather than choose a messy method. I can go to Switzerland
and to the Dignitas clinic and be assisted. It feels like I can get on
with the rest of my life now. It's really strange and may not make sense
to anyone who's not experienced prolonged suicidal feelings.

Happy days!