I have this internal mental battle to keep myself from becoming too much
of a cock. This song has been resonating in my mind but I have to push
against it because if I don't it makes me an arrogant cock - more than I
already am - and it risks me entering a dangerous mental state.
This daily battle to self-managing and keep myself away from danger
states leaves me very low. I have to steer away from any form of self
esteem and just focus on my work.
It is the same about thoughts of people and of attraction and of love. I
probably end up seeing autistic because of it or some other meaningless
but perjorative label which forgets the human value.
No comments:
Post a Comment