There's another fucking song in my head

The song that predicted a cold, lonely summer was pretty true. I'm still
waiting for the "darling I give you this I give you all my loving in a
letter sealed with a kiss."

There's another song now. It's the chorus from a dance tune I heard a
couple of nights ago. "Tonight's going to be a good night." That should
be happy but there's been other things in my head tonight as well that
were negative. I don't always trust these inner thoughts, voices or
experiences. I let them play out first. The fact is I don't want a good
night. I just want to sleep. But I can't so I might as well go out and
get drunk.

Will tonight be a good night or will I wake up tomorrow the same as I
have too many mornings?