There's always that unspoken thought, "why don't you just stop being
suicidal?" to which I would like to retort, "why don't you stop being so
lacking in any real life experience or understanding of the human
condition?"
Each person's life and consciousness is unqiue. My 'gift' and curse is
to want to die more than anything else in this life. The reasons don't
matter. It's certainly not over a fucking girl. sheesh. I got over that
sort of shit a long time ago. That just hurts but I have learned to live
with that sort of pain, a pain which if others felt I know it would
break them..but I think most people don't feel the way I can feel about
another person. Docile, loveless automoton twats.
The reasons are irrelevant. What is a constant is my desire to die,
sooner rather than later. This is not an illness. This is not a crime.
This is my fucking life...
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