Skunk's definitely a rapid acting antidepressant

In the last 2 days I've finished smoking £5 of skunk. I made maybe 15
or 20 spliffarettes from the blueys-worth.

I wonder if I feel so shit now because of the antidepressant effect,
because I haven't left the house for 2 days or because I haven't had a
drink for 2 days.

Whatever. It sorted out my eating habits. I've eaten 2 meals a day for
the last two days as well. Lots of junk food of course but proper food
in there as well. Usually 1 meal is a struggle.

I haven't felt particularly suicidal either though I've still not wanted
to get out of bed. Once I'm up though I get on with stuff. That's pretty
normal I feel. The still wanting to die thing isn't so normal but I'm
used to it.