What to do?

There's another paranoia that my blog is no longer anonymous, that some good hearted friend or someone who I should despise, decided to tell people it was my blog. This was done either out of good intention or spite. If it was the former then I accept Hanlon's Razor.

If it's the latter then there's a strange attitude I have. I hate god and god hates me. But I've asked god not to take revenge on this person if it's true that they disclosed my identity out of malice. I have no power over god. I have sought revenge for bad friends before but it is a game only a child plays, and for all my sickness I'm not child anymore.

Do I continue to write? Within the several hundred posts here are some revealing things that people could use against me in public and in private.

More importantly, do I use this new knowledge (or paranoia) against the person or persons who might or might not have betrayed me? No. Do I hold back from hurting people now that they know it's my blog?

No. It is my thoughts and my life. If anything it makes it easier for people to know what a wretch I am so I don't have to keep repeating myself.