Sunday 1 August 2010

Why did I smash my laptop

Paranoia or truth. I can not tell. Either someone was genuinely causing problems with my laptop like making the wireless disconnected unpredictably but with the intention of causing me discomfort and pain or through god/the other consciousness/non-corporeal entity that I fight with. The former is not so impossible but I can not discount the latter.

I also broke my 400mm lens in Friday and it was a similar cause. I think it was my own foolishness on that account. My camera and 70-200mm may also be broken in the self-destructive, self-harming drunken rampage that was triggered on Friday. It was all on a long walk from Holborn to East London.

I should have broken myself. I'm very close.

1 comment:

  1. Did you really smash it? I hope not, as that will only give a temporary sense of liberation. I did that once, and for a moment, I felt better. I regretted it after it sunk in that I didn’t have a laptop anymore. So next time you feel like smashing a crappy laptop, better have it looked at for repair first. =) Cordia Remsen @ RB’s Computer Service

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We It comes in part from an appreciation that no one can truly sign their own work. Everything is many influences coming together to the one moment where a work exists. The other is a begrudging acceptance that my work was never my own. There is another consciousness or non-corporeal entity that helps and harms me in everything I do. I am not I because of this force or entity. I am "we"